Wow This feels so good!!! ( moving on up!!!)

This feels so great, I can't even express it with words to be honest. I finally won a tourney again, so happy!!! because it has been a very long time since my last win and the best part is I was in 15th with 16 left with only 4-5bbs, I was at like 4-5k with 500/1000 blinds and I doubled up with 88 vs 33 and just got everything going and was lucky enough to win, made few good plays along the way, which makes me feel even better. So much stress, so much anger and is out of my body and so much patience, confidence and so much skill going in!!! Also thanks everyone who watched me while I played, appreciate it. Here is the last hand of the game and I figured it would be a coin flip and I was willing to take it and won :)

Ok back from a small break and ready to rock

Well past few days have been little rough, few personal problems and few problems at the tables, so today I spend working and when I came home, I watched a few movies. Watched that 21 movie, very good movie and I really enjoyed it, so right now I'm back and I'm ready to kick some donkey azz, let it out tiger, cmon let it out!!! RawrrrRRRrrrr!!!!! I think its time to rock on!!!!

Took 34th/1472 players in the 32k gtd

These 2 hands unfortunately cost me my stack and my tourney, we all make mistakes, I realize I made a misread and a mistake, but got to learn from mistakes so I'm happy with going that deep by using a token. I have two tokens left, I will be playing the 17k in about 20 minutes and probably try the 32k again tommorow, Idk, Then I will get back to my challenge.

I'm about to have a Mike Matusow Blow-up seriously

I'm running so fu**ing shitty that I'm about to literally blow up, I just lost 2 times on the bubble first a5 vs Kj ok not so bad, now this is just unreal.

Time for plan B (little back up)

On the first day of the challenge my luck was fairly good and I was doing ok in 1$ sngs, but since that my luck has been so terrible in them, and I keep breaking even or coming ahead 1$ or 2$ which is getting annoying and boring, so I realized that I still had little over 18k points, so I'm going to use them as a back up plan to take a small shortcut. I will be playing 10 1800 point 9 man sngs for a 26$ token and then I will use the token(s) to enter a 26$ 90 man and hope to win some money so I can skip some steps. If not then I will go back to 1$ sngs, I'm just so sick of playing them, 1/4 rake plus all of these people going all in on any 2, any 2 will do, which is also very annoying since they been sucking out on me left and right. So we will see how this goes, hopefully good, alright thats it for now.

Just trying something

Little update on the challenge

Ok as for my challenge, I started out fairly good the first day, doubling up my 25$ to like 50$ or so, and today I just been running really bad and just breaking even and having a very hard time hitting the next step. I will be playing in 1$ rebuy, in few minutes, don't plan to spend any more than $3 in it, so I think thats fairly good bank roll management. In my opinion, I need to work on proper bank roll management, which I have been doing good at last few days, but I also need to work on taking those small chances by playing just a little out of my roll to get that big win, so like for exampe if my roll allowes me to play 5$ tourney, I think I should be able to take small shots at 8$ tourneys, and just practice moving up and down. I really suggest practicing that to everyone, can be very helpful. Also I been practicing on controlling my emotions and so far I have been playing a really good game even though my luck has been terribly bad, and somehow I have been managing to break even with bad luck so I wonder how I will do with good luck. Hopefully tommorow, or maybe even after todays 1R tourney, I will be able to move on to the next step.